I am freak~

I was moved to Perth for one month. Thanks my friend Ashly. I got a half chef half kitchen hand job. And I was lucky, knew Tim and Waybo two kind person. They made me not lonely in Perth. But they are vegetalian, sometimes I really want have meat. Why I started wright this blog? Maybe I just don't want share my sad phase with others. Today I just knew, Tim has wife before. Even I don't know what happen with that. But I can feel how sad he is. Maybe because I still stay in sad past now. I still could remember one was important for me before. Should I ask him,  why you reply to me such late? No, we are not couple anymore. What can I do. I don't want new advanture~ I don't want hurt myself again. I don't want a new boy friend. But I worried my age as well. I am really don't know what can I do.....